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Naive Idiocy
Talk, and I will listen,
I hear your voice, the tone with which you speak
I believe every word you say, I do everything you ask
I am but a naïve fool in this broken world
You don't mean it but I don't think,
I am ashamed for all I care,
I did wrong, the idiocy shrouding my shoulders once more
Do not give me directions to go for, or I do as I am told
I am a naïve fool, holding on to the neck
The bottom will soon show and it is in my head,
I talk, and you will listen,
My words are hollow but true
I am a drunken fool, holding on to the neck
The bottom will soon show and it is in my head,
I will do anything you say,
And I will be ashamed of it all
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A Fragment of Imagination
Had I not thought of this I would have not realised how important it is to actually have faith in something; in anything and everything, without naming it directly. And as long as I can have those days of enjoyment, the life itself has a point and no one knows where we end up when we die.
I do not talk about believing in things that probably never happened, or in beings that we are not even certain that they ever existed. I could probably say that I have faith in everything, and I can't give a name to it because there isn't one that would describe it best.
But what if everything we believe in is just a fragment of our imagination? That perhaps the life itself isn't real but only a passing moment that has its beginnings and ends. That whenever someone dies a new life is given to someone else. And if we believe in reincarnation, the soul of every being lives on forever and ever. Or when one dies and finds peace, they will find themselves in the paradise of their own.
What if everything w
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Nightfall
Had I not come from far to this world beyond the worlds, I would have never understood the meaning of death. The Abyss, as it were named, was indeed far beyond the living worlds, at the beginning of all creation. From there the worlds had taken root and left, leaving only the depths behind where they had emitted from. And in these depths a life beyond the imagination started as the remnants of the living worlds gathered, and from there the souls started their travels beyond to live a life given in the form of a being familiar to the world it landed on.
However, as I wished to see the Abyss as a whole, the Council had refused. Though, when I had first arrived there they would've sent me to the depths of the Abyss itself but the Padre, as they called her, saw that I was not born from the Abyss, and she saw that I belonged to the Gardens. When I asked what it is like, they couldn't tell. Once you go in, you will never return. And the same is with the Myriad that resides within the depths
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1. I will draw something, anything, every day next year. I will learn to use different mediums and post the art here whenever I'm able to do so.

2. I will finish the games that I've started playing, and not give up on them after a while. Baldur's Gate, I'm looking at you.

3. I will stay alive for another year.
  • Listening to: Brain Food playlist on Spotify
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: candy
  • Drinking: fanta

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There is a house; just like any other house there is but this one is different in an odd way. Of course, there is a kitchen where you eat meat that tastes good but you doubt its origins; and there is living room with nice furniture. Everything looks good and decent until you eat the pie.

It all begins with the pie. You first warm it up so it tastes good, you sit down and cherish that juicy flavour of it. The dough is well made and crunchy too so all is well. Then someone puts a photo before you. It's hard to tell what it shows but your curiosity rises. You know it's taken down below in one of the floors that is in the house; but you don't know what is down there anyway. So you go to the elevator, wait for it to come up and step inside it. There is no warnings whatsoever that tells about the various limbs of human body hanging on hooks inside the elevator and a little boy with toothpaste kneeling on the floor; yet you never see his face. You only see the odd looking substance that comes from the tube.

Swallowing your fear you press a button; oddly enough there is only one; and the elevator goes down passing the many floors there is. You only see glimpses of each floor but each feel the same. There are people walking in there; people who are severely damaged, screaming or twisted in many ways. More limbs are hanging from the roof.

Eyes widened you enter the last floor where the elevator stops. There is a stove right before you but it doesn't seem odd to you in any way. You walk further in the corridor, dreading with the stench there is and the odd occurances of limbs on the floor as well. You almost fall over while stepping on something that looks quite similar to a foot. Up above you hear a scream and an image flashes before you of a human; his twisted face and the broken feet, yet he is still walking, each step of his very painful.

You shake that image out of your head until you continue further but after one corner and entering one room something happens; something that drives you quickly away from the floor and back to the elevator. The odd thing is that you now find your own skin being fried on the stove; you take hold on to it as you enter the elevator again. You press the same button and it goes up. The boy looks up and you see that now he screams; if only he could with that terrible face. Then you realise he looks at one of the floors and you see a little girl in there in the middle of hooks. You do not see her face but you can tell she is afraid; and that she can't get out.

The elevator goes up and you leave it. You pass the living room and look at the face of the man who sits there and he is frightened. Who wouldn't be when you don't have skin and all that's left on your face is just bones and eyeballs?

After tossing the skin at the guy you walk over to the front door and open it...

Only to wake up in your own bed and thinking that this is not the kind of dream I want to remember.
Haunting Dreams
A nightmare I once had. I put it behind moderate mature content because I know some people might be a bit sensitive to these things.
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Anni S.
Artist | Hobbyist | Varied
Finland
I have lived nearly three decades in this world, always in the same area of Finland yet in different cities.

I love to draw and write stories and poems; my enthusiasm for both returned after a long artistic block that I had.
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1. I will draw something, anything, every day next year. I will learn to use different mediums and post the art here whenever I'm able to do so.

2. I will finish the games that I've started playing, and not give up on them after a while. Baldur's Gate, I'm looking at you.

3. I will stay alive for another year.
  • Listening to: Brain Food playlist on Spotify
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: candy
  • Drinking: fanta

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Puolikuu Featured By Owner Mar 26, 2016  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Kiitokset watchista! :hug: :heart:
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Ashenara Featured By Owner Mar 30, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Ole hyvä! Aww 
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Moreeni Featured By Owner Sep 27, 2014
Kiitoksia oikein paljon :+fav:sta. :)
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Ashenara Featured By Owner Sep 28, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Ole hyvä. :)
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ohlin84 Featured By Owner Jun 17, 2014   Photographer
Thank you so much for :+devwatch:ing :aww:
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